Awoken Woman

The Awoken Woman Shaken Not Stirred

Shaken not stirred Standing strong in the storm Reaching for the light Seeing the light Making my way through the gap Trying to make it Surrounded in darkness Leading you to the light Beyond these walls That dream beyond the dream The imaginable The unthinkable The dream beyond the dream I was born with this…

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Hope, Orgasms and Certainty.

Square peg Round hole . . Sorry . Constantly proving Always failing Disappointing Looking for answers . . Not getting them Not the ones I want Faith in the universe Failing again . . How can God be so cruel? Give me these gifts These visions This desire This dream This unwavering relentless craving .…

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WOMAN!

WOMAN!

Woman. Where art thou? Woman. The hungering. The suppressed desire. The engorged energy that is misconstrued as too feminine or too masculine. Too much. Quiet. Always too much.   Woman What if we’re not enough? The cry is not “I am enough” We are not anchoring that. Now I know why. That internal scream of…

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Numbers.

How can I make money and change the world without selling my soul or changing who I am_

Numbers, always numbers. Nine to five. Escaping the numbers. You can take someone out of the 9 to 5, but it takes a long time to take the 9 to 5 out of the person. If ever. Always the numbers. Wide-eyed and green and ready to make a difference. Excited like Cheshire cat purring up…

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We’re All 50 Shades Of Fucked Up

We are all 50 shades of fucked up, most of us just don’t admit.

I find myself sitting here, feeling anger, resentment and deep sadness. This morning I met a lady who told us that she is a receptionist and every time she answers the phone, she is scared that she won’t be able help, she won’t be understood and they will get upset with her. A man said,…

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The Hedonistic Way

For thought leaders, explorers and change makers who want a stereo un typical life.

Fuck Perfection. For thought leaders, explorers and change makers who want a stereo un typical life. For disruptors who want to create a business and life like it’s the most amazing orgasm. You get to a certain stage in your business and life where you realise that you’re in a cycle of repetition, monotonous-mundane-mindless tripe.…

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Sacred Love

Sacred Love

Cut me open and see all of me. Internal words travelling through my mind not aligned with the words that travel through my body. My body. My body yearning for love, not just any love. Sacred love. The love that never goes away. Only grows. Even when it doesn’t feel good, you know it’s still…

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Tomorrow’s Dreams & Today’s Reality.

Tomorrow’s Dreams & Today’s Reality.

Fleeting. Forever Changing. Dancing with the horizon. Waiting for a new dawn. Vision was once so clear. Now. Now… Now… I know how I want to feel. I don’t want to feel bogged down in the mundane. Just like any hopes that are dependent on tomorrow’s maybe. Look up. Look around. Look within.   That’s…

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Adjusting The Tick Of Time

Adjusting The Tick Of Time

Tick Tick Tick. The tears I am tired of shedding, Tears that I still shed, Tears and I can no longer shed, For I am tired. Tired of the heartbreak. Tired of the pain. Tired of the stagnation. Tired of the gap. Tick Tick Tick. The dance between wanting to be seen and not wanting…

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Self Importance vs Self Aware.

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Excited. Nervous. Annoyed. Hopeful. I am really hungering for relationships that mean something. Without clinging to them like I’m a puppy and when I grow up they won’t want me around anymore. The new thought leaders promoting the show reel. Self importance vs self aware. Fuck the show reel. Fuck the clique. I want people…

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