When We Deny Self We Automatically Deny Other.
Last week in the Temple of the Internship we were talking about when we deny self we automatically deny “other”. A big fat motivator for people is NOT to do it for themselves, but someone else. Myself included. I have been really into co-dependency, independency and interdependency over the last couple of years and looking…
What Women Want
Last night we spoke about what women really want in the bedroom. It’s really amazing sometimes how little this is spoken about with men, lovers and couples. Me feeling mediocre in life is really a big driving fear for me TBH. We carry so much shame and presumptions around what is acceptable and “normal”, not…
Sacred Kinky Love, Play & The Love Languages.
What is YOUR Sacred Play Profile? Everyone has a Love Language and a kink profile, no one is exempt from this and if you want to deepen your relationship, connections and soul relate than this is something you’ll want to sink your teeth into. It brings a sacredness to kink, play and BDSM. Gary Chapman’s…
Voyeurism. We Like To Watch.
Voyeurism is an important and juicy part of the work we do inside the Internship, most people have it in their top 10 of their K!nk profile. We like to watch and observe, but the first rule of “fight club” is to observe thyself. Noticing every unobserved and hidden k!nk that shows up in our…
THRIVING FOR CHANGE & MEETING AGENDAS.
The constant action for inclusion has come to an expiry date, Because it is exhausting. When we stand on the edge and on the brink of change we don’t stand their alone, We stand with all those who came before us. Hungering to dissolve agendas, Dissolve the need to beg people to care, To see…
WE’RE LIVING A LIE.
Trying so hard to show the world we aren’t crazy, Masks upon masks, Shame and guilt buried in empty smiles and lost dreams. Pretending that we aren’t fluffing our way through this life, Like we know what we’re doing, Pretending we aren’t hurt, Like that thing that happened…
My Garden Of Eden.
If you give yourself a few seconds of melt into any media you’ll soon feel yourself collapse into a feeling of a faithless, fear based existence. You feel the control and the collapse of everything that gives you hope. Why I am made to feel like my garden of Eden is evil? Like I’m the…
Deep In The Mystery
I get these glimpses of myself in spaces I’ve never been. I am free-flowing in the abyss and trying to make sense of the unknown. The mystery that can never… will never be found. But there is that part of me that longs for it make sense, Yet it lies beyond all senses. There is…
Where Scientists, Spiritualists & Sceptics Meet.
I find myself pondering the BIGGEST discovery in Quantum Physics. … And why I think it’s leading us up a destructive path. LIFE IS BUT AN ILLUSION. We are in a dream… Scientists are been researching it for decades. Spiritualists have been using it to avoid life. “Just because it’s true doesn’t mean it’s helpful.”…
LUCID LIVING
Here’s the thing that gets missed when we feel lost in life. One, you probably don’t even realise it. HOWEVER you’ll know the symptoms of it, First, let me explain what happens… Imagine you’ve got all the wheels spinning and you’re tied to the wheels, That’s how we are in life, we’re spinning with not…
